It’s Okay not to be Okay.

“Darling you’ll spend your nights howling. You’ll grip your sheets, you’ll kick, you’ll scream. Pounding your fits against your skull, Anything to make it all go away” -He said…

Since I’ve been able to understand volume my father has been the loudest quite I’ve know, I wish I was like him at times. I allow myself to feel so much that it’s both a blessing and a curse…



“Sometimes I can only express my self in colours. Today I feel blue as cliché as that sounds; the vein in my arms are especially bold and the azure above is unbearably clear. Everything is overwhelming: my life source, the world threatening to envelope my entire being. But tommorow I’ll be Orange, not dirty Orange but the Orange of a winter sunrise. The pure beauty and ironically warmth glows on my skin and I feel like I too, am glowing. And some days I’ll feel the dull numbness of yellow. These days are the hardest, because I feel nothing is worse than feeling something. I forget that I am alive, I forget that am loved, yet I continue to exist. But that is life- I have yet the whole rainbow to feel and I must not forget that…” – B


“Becareful of the ones with tight grips, The ones who are scared to let you go, The ones who think losing you would remove the air from their lungs if you never come back. Insecurity does well to disguise itself as Love, but love doesn’t fear freedom, it grows flowers from it”.


“We remain unwritten through history no x will mark us on the map, but in books of prose and poetry you loved me once in a paragraph”

-Lang Leav

Today I realised that we demand closure as though our lives were put together as neatly as novels but the fact of the matter is they are not. In real life relationships are messy and poorly written, they are tragic stories. sometimes ending to early or too late and sometimes in the middle of the sentence…

What is now will soon be past, Just because you do it doesn’t mean you always will. Whether you are dancing dust or breathing light, you are never exactly the same twice, nothing lasts forever. Change is the only constant thing.

And Sometimes you have to break, take breaks or both.